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Episode 1:02: “Open Casket” A devastating family tragedy stirs memories of traumatic losses, reminding Shirley of her first brush with death -- and awakening long-dormant fears. BASED ON THE BOOK BY: Shirley Jackson WRITTEN BY: Mike Flanagan

DIRECTED BY: Mike Flanagan

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1 00:00:14,597 --> 00:00:16,433 [gasps, pants] 2 00:00:16,891 --> 00:00:18,309 Nellie's in the Red Room. 3 00:00:19,936 --> 00:00:20,770 Shirl. 4 00:00:23,189 --> 00:00:24,232 [Kevin grunts] 5 00:00:25,275 --> 00:00:26,359 What did you say? 6 00:00:31,197 --> 00:00:32,407 [sighs] 7 00:01:50,276 --> 00:01:51,569 [Max] Grandma's dead. 8 00:01:51,986 --> 00:01:53,363 I know Grandma's dead. 9 00:01:54,197 --> 00:01:57,909 But she still comes to my room at night and she still sits on my bed, 10 00:01:57,992 --> 00:02:00,286 even though Mommy and Daddy said she wouldn't. 11 00:02:01,496 --> 00:02:04,457 And I told her not to, but she was there again last night. 12 00:02:04,833 --> 00:02:06,209 And last night was bad. 13 00:02:06,501 --> 00:02:07,710

She looked different. 14 00:02:08,044 --> 00:02:09,337 Her fingers were purple, 15 00:02:09,629 --> 00:02:12,549 she didn't have teeth, and she did not have hair. 16 00:02:13,216 --> 00:02:16,219 I don't want to see her again, especially like that. 17 00:02:17,178 --> 00:02:19,389 So, I'm not going to look at her tomorrow, 18 00:02:19,472 --> 00:02:22,142 and I don't want to see her in the open castle. 19 00:02:23,226 --> 00:02:24,561 The open casket. 20 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,063 I understand, Max. 21 00:02:29,983 --> 00:02:32,360 I'm guessing your parents have talked to you 22 00:02:32,443 --> 00:02:34,237 about why you might be having these dreams. 23 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:37,115 -They're not dreams. -And I'm guessing you're a smart boy. 24 00:02:37,407 --> 00:02:39,242 You're so smart, you probably know 25 00:02:39,325 --> 00:02:41,703

that your grandmother wore a wig, is that right? 26 00:02:42,287 --> 00:02:44,789 You probably saw her in the hospital 27 00:02:44,914 --> 00:02:46,833 a few times when she wasn't wearing it. 28 00:02:46,916 --> 00:02:47,917 Yeah. 29 00:02:48,001 --> 00:02:49,961 And you probably also know she had fake teeth. 30 00:02:50,044 --> 00:02:53,381 Maybe she took them out once to show you, made you laugh. 31 00:02:54,424 --> 00:02:56,384 The thing about an open casket, 32 00:02:56,467 --> 00:02:58,428 and I know it sounds scary, 33 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:04,184 is that it's a great chance to take all of those pictures in your head 34 00:03:04,267 --> 00:03:08,021 of Grandma in the hospital, or Grandma without her hair or teeth, 35 00:03:08,104 --> 00:03:10,690 or anything else in your imagination... 36 00:03:11,107 --> 00:03:16,321 and... cover it all up with a better... picture. 37

00:03:16,529 --> 00:03:18,281 -Better picture? -That's right. 38 00:03:18,364 --> 00:03:23,119 Before she's... ever even in the casket, I'm going to fix her. 39 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:24,537 That's what I do. 40 00:03:26,206 --> 00:03:27,081 How? 41 00:03:29,834 --> 00:03:33,254 First, we give her a bath... 42 00:03:33,338 --> 00:03:35,465 make sure she's clean and soft. 43 00:03:37,508 --> 00:03:40,678 Then we put special chemicals in so she stays fixed forever. 44 00:03:41,262 --> 00:03:44,807 Then... we put her in her favorite clothes. 45 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:47,769 And finally, I take... 46 00:03:47,936 --> 00:03:49,854 extra special care 47 00:03:49,938 --> 00:03:52,649 to make sure she looks just like she's supposed to. 48 00:03:53,274 --> 00:03:57,654 So, when I'm done... she will look just like she always did, 49 00:03:57,737 --> 00:03:59,155

just like you remember her. 50 00:04:00,114 --> 00:04:01,824 Just like she is supposed to. 51 00:04:13,878 --> 00:04:15,713 -Is that Hill House? -No. 52 00:04:16,339 --> 00:04:17,340 Come here, take a look. 53 00:04:21,135 --> 00:04:23,930 This... is our forever house. 54 00:04:25,014 --> 00:04:26,224 You made this? 55 00:04:26,557 --> 00:04:27,642 I designed it, yeah. 56 00:04:27,892 --> 00:04:29,978 -I design them and--Daddy builds them. 57 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:32,855 It... just looks like a lot of lines. 58 00:04:33,481 --> 00:04:35,024 Hmm. That's true. 59 00:04:36,067 --> 00:04:37,402 But when I look at it... 60 00:04:37,860 --> 00:04:40,863 I see a family running to a dinner table... 61 00:04:41,322 --> 00:04:42,949 from all three directions. 62

00:04:43,992 --> 00:04:46,494 This dining room is the heart of the house. 63 00:04:47,078 --> 00:04:48,871 Everything flows in and out, see? 64 00:04:49,163 --> 00:04:51,749 Every house needs a heart and this is ours, 65 00:04:51,833 --> 00:04:54,127 because that's where we spend the most time together. 66 00:04:54,585 --> 00:04:56,879 You know, a house is like a person's body. 67 00:04:57,255 --> 00:04:59,215 The walls are like bones... 68 00:04:59,757 --> 00:05:02,677 the pipes are veins, it needs to breathe, 69 00:05:02,760 --> 00:05:04,554 it needs light and flow, 70 00:05:04,929 --> 00:05:08,516 and it all works together to keep us safe and healthy inside. 71 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:11,519 I don't see any of that. 72 00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:13,062 [chuckles] It's okay. 73 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:16,566 When you're little, you learn how to see things that aren't there. 74

00:05:16,899 --> 00:05:19,569 And when you grow up, you learn how to make them real. 75 00:05:19,777 --> 00:05:20,778 Which is my room? 76 00:05:21,571 --> 00:05:23,781 Mm. That's where you'll be. 77 00:05:24,615 --> 00:05:27,160 But on the second floor, this is ground floor. 78 00:05:27,243 --> 00:05:29,287 When we finish fixing up this house and-79 00:05:29,370 --> 00:05:30,955 Sell it for a lot of money. 80 00:05:32,123 --> 00:05:34,083 You don't miss a thing. Yes. 81 00:05:34,250 --> 00:05:36,502 Then we're going to build the forever house, 82 00:05:36,586 --> 00:05:37,920 and we won't have to move, 83 00:05:38,004 --> 00:05:38,880 ever again. 84 00:05:41,299 --> 00:05:44,177 [Nellie] Shirley. Shirley. 85 00:05:45,094 --> 00:05:46,012 Where'd you go? 86 00:05:46,095 --> 00:05:48,264 Nellie, I told you, I'm too old for tea parties.

87 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:50,933 Mommy, will you please have a tea party with me? 88 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:53,269 Everyone keeps saying no. 89 00:05:53,436 --> 00:05:55,897 Sweetheart, I'd love to have a tea party with you, 90 00:05:56,022 --> 00:05:58,024 but I have to finish working, I'm afraid. 91 00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:04,238 -How about we play outside instead? -[Nellie] I guess. 92 00:06:04,614 --> 00:06:06,366 How about a tea party outside? 93 00:06:06,449 --> 00:06:07,784 You can play outside until dinner, 94 00:06:07,867 --> 00:06:10,870 -but when I flash the porch light twice... -Time to come home. 95 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:13,915 That's the rule. Nellie, let me hear you say it. 96 00:06:14,248 --> 00:06:16,376 Porch light means it's time to come home. 97 00:06:16,709 --> 00:06:18,044 'Kay. Go have fun. 98 00:06:20,004 --> 00:06:21,172

[shutter clicks] 99 00:06:24,675 --> 00:06:28,596 Did you know that princesses and queens and kings had tea parties? 100 00:06:29,097 --> 00:06:31,682 It sounds like a kid thing, but it isn't. 101 00:06:32,141 --> 00:06:35,436 It's very grown-up and uh-fisticated. 102 00:06:35,520 --> 00:06:36,938 "Sophisticated." 103 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:38,356 Ask Theo. 104 00:06:38,689 --> 00:06:40,316 Maybe she'll have one with you. 105 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:42,360 Theo! 106 00:06:44,737 --> 00:06:46,989 Will you have a tea party with me? Please? 107 00:06:47,073 --> 00:06:48,699 -No. -Why? 108 00:06:55,123 --> 00:06:56,249 [shutter clicks] 109 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:03,423 -You good, Luke? -Uh-huh. 110 00:07:03,589 --> 00:07:05,925 Don't forget the rule. Lights flash...

111 00:07:06,175 --> 00:07:07,427 Time to come home. 112 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:14,016 [growls, mimics explosion] 113 00:07:21,816 --> 00:07:24,360 [Hugh] I appreciate your advice. I mean, I... 114 00:07:24,444 --> 00:07:26,821 I know you've worked this house for so long. 115 00:07:27,530 --> 00:07:28,614 [chuckles] 116 00:07:31,826 --> 00:07:33,828 -You stay close, now. -[Shirley] Okay. 117 00:07:35,204 --> 00:07:38,082 Oh. Uh, another question. 118 00:07:38,583 --> 00:07:40,668 That master key you had didn't work. 119 00:07:41,002 --> 00:07:44,213 You have any other ideas about that red door upstairs? 120 00:07:44,630 --> 00:07:47,758 Um... afraid not. Not, not for that one. 121 00:08:21,209 --> 00:08:22,502 [shutter clicks] 122 00:08:28,007 --> 00:08:30,009 [distinct quavering]

123 00:08:46,025 --> 00:08:48,027 [door creaks open] 124 00:08:57,954 --> 00:08:59,747 -[kittens quavering] -Oh. 125 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:01,374 Hi. 126 00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:04,168 Where's your mommy? 127 00:09:05,670 --> 00:09:06,587 Hey. 128 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:09,257 Hey, how'd you get in here, huh? 129 00:09:10,132 --> 00:09:11,300 Where's your mommy cat? 130 00:09:12,093 --> 00:09:15,012 She couldn't be far. She needs to feed you. 131 00:09:16,597 --> 00:09:19,600 But you're just the cutest little thing. [shutter clicks] 132 00:09:40,621 --> 00:09:41,747 [shutter clicks, screams] 133 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:46,502 [exhales] Well, look at that. 134 00:09:47,712 --> 00:09:49,171 You think it's empty? 135 00:09:49,255 --> 00:09:51,424

We'd have seen some. Probably dead. 136 00:09:51,507 --> 00:09:53,467 Come here, Shirley, you gotta see this. 137 00:09:55,928 --> 00:09:57,805 It's okay. 138 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:02,768 It's a wasp nest. 139 00:10:04,228 --> 00:10:06,856 -Probably an old one. -Uh, very old. 140 00:10:07,273 --> 00:10:10,234 You see, sometimes they build their nest around things. 141 00:10:10,443 --> 00:10:12,570 I've seen a nest built around a wind chime. 142 00:10:12,653 --> 00:10:13,904 It looked so cool. 143 00:10:15,323 --> 00:10:16,657 [grunts] Ah, there it is. 144 00:10:18,242 --> 00:10:20,202 Haven't seen one like this, though. 145 00:10:21,662 --> 00:10:23,372 I don't blame you for screaming. 146 00:10:23,831 --> 00:10:26,542 There. Built it around this. 147 00:10:26,917 --> 00:10:27,877 You know what that is?

148 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:30,129 -A mask? -[man] Yup. 149 00:10:30,212 --> 00:10:31,255 A Halloween mask. 150 00:10:31,714 --> 00:10:34,884 -Old one. -You see? Nothing scary at all. 151 00:10:36,010 --> 00:10:37,678 You're lucky those wasps are long gone. 152 00:10:37,762 --> 00:10:39,930 You might have something to really scream about. 153 00:10:40,014 --> 00:10:41,098 [chuckles] 154 00:10:42,683 --> 00:10:44,560 These little kittens don't have a mommy. 155 00:10:45,394 --> 00:10:48,105 You don't know that. She could be out there somewhere. 156 00:10:48,522 --> 00:10:49,857 [man] Odd her leaving them alone. 157 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:54,195 -Especially close to dark like this. -Well, we can't just leave them here. 158 00:10:54,945 --> 00:10:55,946 The dogs. 159 00:10:56,781 --> 00:10:58,616 -Dogs? -I don't know, Shirl.

160 00:10:58,699 --> 00:10:59,533 Please. 161 00:11:00,034 --> 00:11:04,038 Mr. Dudley, have you ever seen those dogs? Do you think they'd go after kittens? 162 00:11:04,538 --> 00:11:06,916 -No dogs on the property. -Well, sure there are. 163 00:11:06,999 --> 00:11:08,542 The kids have been hearing them at night. 164 00:11:08,626 --> 00:11:10,628 They've heard them every night since we got here. 165 00:11:10,711 --> 00:11:11,587 I couldn't say. 166 00:11:11,921 --> 00:11:14,715 The missus and I, we don't stay on the property after dark. 167 00:11:15,341 --> 00:11:16,175 But... 168 00:11:17,009 --> 00:11:17,843 no. 169 00:11:18,469 --> 00:11:19,929 I've never seen dogs. 170 00:11:20,221 --> 00:11:21,389 [Shirley] Please, Daddy? 171 00:11:21,847 --> 00:11:22,765 Please? 172

00:11:25,559 --> 00:11:28,437 Come on, Mom. I told you I wanted to be Daredevil. 173 00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:31,315 That's why I got you that, so you can decorate it however you want. 174 00:11:31,399 --> 00:11:34,360 I don't want to decorate. I just want to be Daredevil. 175 00:11:34,443 --> 00:11:36,028 It's more fun when you get to be creative 176 00:11:36,112 --> 00:11:37,988 instead of just buying what other kids buys. 177 00:11:38,072 --> 00:11:40,408 Mom, you're killing me. 178 00:11:40,908 --> 00:11:41,867 Killing me, Mom. 179 00:11:41,951 --> 00:11:45,162 Can't you just decorate that to look like Devil Man? 180 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:47,456 -[whispering] Devil Man. -Or... whoever? 181 00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:49,542 It means more when you make it yourself. 182 00:11:49,625 --> 00:11:50,543 Hey, guys. 183 00:11:50,626 --> 00:11:52,211 It's almost Halloween. 184

00:11:52,294 --> 00:11:54,255 I need a costume I can wear to Austin's party, 185 00:11:54,338 --> 00:11:55,965 not some craft project. 186 00:11:56,048 --> 00:11:56,882 Try it. 187 00:11:56,966 --> 00:11:59,343 Austin said if our masks don't look good enough 188 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:00,636 the ghosts will know it's us 189 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,471 -and they'll come after me. -Jayden. 190 00:12:02,555 --> 00:12:04,557 There's no such thing as ghosts and you know it. 191 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:06,434 Go upstairs. We're working in here. 192 00:12:07,059 --> 00:12:09,103 -Watch out for the... -[object falls] 193 00:12:10,271 --> 00:12:11,981 Forever House. 194 00:12:12,064 --> 00:12:13,065 So that went well. 195 00:12:13,691 --> 00:12:14,734 Like a charm. 196 00:12:16,318 --> 00:12:18,696

-How's Tyson? -[Kevin] He's worried. 197 00:12:18,904 --> 00:12:20,948 We went over it all, and again... 198 00:12:21,031 --> 00:12:23,576 -We're in the black, though? -We are, but barely. 199 00:12:23,659 --> 00:12:26,203 And Tyson's saying it again just like last quarter. 200 00:12:26,704 --> 00:12:29,707 -We're in the black. -We have to do better. 201 00:12:30,458 --> 00:12:33,377 Which means you can't keep cutting prices when you feel like it. 202 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:35,629 -Kevin. -I'm sorry, you handle the funerals, 203 00:12:35,713 --> 00:12:38,716 -I handle the books. That was the deal. -We're doing more than well enough 204 00:12:38,799 --> 00:12:41,177 to give a little relief to families who need it the most. 205 00:12:41,260 --> 00:12:43,179 It's not relief, Shirl, it's charity. 206 00:12:43,721 --> 00:12:47,558 You're giving stuff away at cost, below cost. 207 00:12:47,641 --> 00:12:49,643 -Only for special cases.

-More than half. 208 00:12:49,727 --> 00:12:50,686 No way. 209 00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:54,064 More than half of our intakes last quarter were special cases. 210 00:12:54,148 --> 00:12:56,942 If it's more than half, it's not special, it's normal. 211 00:12:57,693 --> 00:12:59,528 I have the whole thing in here. I'll show you. 212 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:02,615 -Bullshit, "more than half." -Here, I will show you. 213 00:13:03,574 --> 00:13:04,575 Hello. 214 00:13:05,159 --> 00:13:06,577 Uh, right back here. 215 00:13:06,660 --> 00:13:08,579 -Sorry, we didn't hear the door. -It's okay. 216 00:13:09,747 --> 00:13:12,291 I just wanted to drop these off, like we discussed. 217 00:13:12,374 --> 00:13:15,544 There's some jewelry in here, some pictures of Mom, like you asked. 218 00:13:16,003 --> 00:13:19,131 I couldn't decide so I just put a bunch in. [chuckles softly]

219 00:13:25,221 --> 00:13:26,847 Thank you for dropping these by. 220 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:28,808 They'll be really helpful. 221 00:13:31,185 --> 00:13:32,978 Is Max feeling better about tomorrow? 222 00:13:33,437 --> 00:13:34,355 A little. 223 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:35,940 Your wife definitely helped, 224 00:13:36,023 --> 00:13:37,566 but he's still nervous. 225 00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:38,692 [Kevin] I can tell. 226 00:13:59,088 --> 00:13:59,922 [sighs] 227 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:03,259 Did you ever connect with Nell? 228 00:14:04,593 --> 00:14:08,848 No, but Steve checked in with Luke. He's fine in rehab. 229 00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:09,932 Ugh. 230 00:14:10,015 --> 00:14:12,768 -How many is this for him? -I don't know. I lost track. 231 00:14:13,769 --> 00:14:15,646 You want me to bring this downstairs?

232 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:17,439 Yes, please. 233 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:20,150 [exhales] I hate going downstairs. 234 00:14:26,490 --> 00:14:29,118 -On the phone you said he had insurance. -Right. 235 00:14:29,660 --> 00:14:31,787 We thought so. He told us so. 236 00:14:32,538 --> 00:14:36,083 -This morning we tried to get the info--It had lapsed a few months back. 237 00:14:36,166 --> 00:14:37,585 -He didn't--He just didn't tell us. 238 00:14:37,668 --> 00:14:40,296 It happens all the time, I'm afraid, especially with first-timers. 239 00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:43,465 We can still do this. We're going to split the cost. 240 00:14:43,549 --> 00:14:44,758 He needs to be here. 241 00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:46,302 [woman] It's fine. 242 00:14:46,385 --> 00:14:49,138 Without an insurance policy, it's $6,000 a month, 243 00:14:49,221 --> 00:14:51,849 and we do recommend

a four-to-six month commitment. 244 00:14:53,100 --> 00:14:56,395 -I'm sorry, did you say $6,000? -[woman] A month. 245 00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:57,855 That's right. 246 00:15:01,692 --> 00:15:05,070 And obviously if he had insurance it would be in... 247 00:15:06,113 --> 00:15:08,157 the ballpark of what we discussed on the phone. 248 00:15:08,240 --> 00:15:11,994 Yes... but if his policy is lapsed... 249 00:15:14,663 --> 00:15:15,497 I know. 250 00:15:17,541 --> 00:15:19,543 The first month for sure, 251 00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:22,254 and I can come back in two weeks... 252 00:15:22,630 --> 00:15:25,299 with some more, if I move some things around. 253 00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:28,052 That's fine. We can see how the first month goes. 254 00:15:30,554 --> 00:15:31,513 [sighs] 255 00:15:32,514 --> 00:15:33,891 [Steven] I'm sorry, Shirl. I--

256 00:15:33,974 --> 00:15:35,392 -It's fine. -I can still do-257 00:15:35,476 --> 00:15:37,728 You can pay me back when you're a famous writer. 258 00:15:37,853 --> 00:15:40,147 [chuckles] You might not wanna hold your breath. 259 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:43,025 Apparently historical fiction is out of vogue. 260 00:15:47,029 --> 00:15:49,740 -You're all set. -Yeah. 261 00:15:50,991 --> 00:15:52,701 -What do I, uh... -We're all set. 262 00:15:53,118 --> 00:15:54,536 I'm gonna need a UA. 263 00:15:55,704 --> 00:15:56,580 What? 264 00:15:57,039 --> 00:15:58,165 Urine Analysis. 265 00:15:58,499 --> 00:15:59,667 First time, huh? 266 00:15:59,750 --> 00:16:02,544 Did you know they have horseback riding? They have horseback riding. 267 00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:04,672

A UA, right. 268 00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:06,548 What if there's still... 269 00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:08,258 It's okay if you're not clean. 270 00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:10,302 We just need to know how dirty. 271 00:16:11,929 --> 00:16:12,763 All right. 272 00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:18,268 Aw, shit. Wish me luck. 273 00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:29,321 We love you so much. 274 00:16:31,115 --> 00:16:32,783 [sighs] 275 00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:34,952 You can do this. 276 00:16:36,078 --> 00:16:36,912 Thanks. 277 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,251 Anything you need. 278 00:16:47,715 --> 00:16:48,632 You got this. 279 00:16:49,508 --> 00:16:50,342 Yeah. 280 00:16:54,304 --> 00:16:55,264 They have horses.

281 00:17:02,104 --> 00:17:02,980 He can do it. 282 00:17:03,856 --> 00:17:05,149 [Shirley] He's gonna do it. 283 00:17:16,618 --> 00:17:18,912 KEVIN HARRIS 284 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:28,922 I kind of like the Captain "Lame" mask. 285 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:30,299 It's all yours. 286 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:34,053 -Where'd you get those, Allie? -At the mall. 287 00:17:34,678 --> 00:17:37,973 [clears throat] Practically begged me. She has to be like her cool Aunt Theo. 288 00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:39,308 I did not! 289 00:17:40,184 --> 00:17:42,186 Nope, you're finishing the Brussels sprouts. 290 00:17:42,269 --> 00:17:43,896 You're on fire today, Mom. 291 00:17:43,979 --> 00:17:45,397 Watch it, Captain Lame. 292 00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:46,940 Both of you. They're delicious. 293 00:17:47,024 --> 00:17:48,650 They smell like cat piss.

294 00:17:49,151 --> 00:17:50,903 -Jayden. -[Kevin] Watch your tone. 295 00:17:51,403 --> 00:17:53,697 Unless you want to spend Halloween as Captain Grounded. 296 00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:54,740 [whispers] Great. 297 00:17:57,701 --> 00:17:59,369 I don't know, it was weird. 298 00:17:59,703 --> 00:18:02,498 Solo account, his name's on the checkbook. 299 00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:04,374 -So? -So we only have joint accounts. 300 00:18:04,458 --> 00:18:05,793 I don't know that account. 301 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:07,377 It was just in his briefcase. 302 00:18:07,503 --> 00:18:10,589 -You're going through his briefcase? -Looking at quarterlies, not like... 303 00:18:10,714 --> 00:18:12,549 [inhales deeply] It was just there. 304 00:18:13,133 --> 00:18:14,009 It surprised me. 305 00:18:14,968 --> 00:18:15,928 Ask him. 306

00:18:16,428 --> 00:18:18,722 -I'm sure it's nothing. -I don't want to seem like... 307 00:18:18,806 --> 00:18:21,308 I don't know. It's probably nothing. It's just... 308 00:18:21,391 --> 00:18:22,851 [stammers] weird. 309 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:26,271 Well, be sure to let your imagination get the best of you. 310 00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:27,481 That's the first step. 311 00:18:27,564 --> 00:18:30,484 Imagine the worst thing possible, assume it's true, and go from there. 312 00:18:30,567 --> 00:18:32,528 Can I have cookies and milk for dessert? 313 00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:35,155 Did you eat all of your food? 314 00:18:35,405 --> 00:18:36,240 Yes. 315 00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:48,961 [kittens quavering] 316 00:18:50,170 --> 00:18:52,589 There's five of them like there's five of us. 317 00:18:52,923 --> 00:18:53,924 That one's me. 318

00:18:55,217 --> 00:18:56,051 Like this. 319 00:18:56,927 --> 00:19:00,681 You get... just enough and you drop a little on their nose, 320 00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:04,143 because their eyes aren't open yet and they need to know it. 321 00:19:05,727 --> 00:19:06,562 See? 322 00:19:07,938 --> 00:19:09,565 And then when they open... 323 00:19:11,108 --> 00:19:11,984 Wow. 324 00:19:13,652 --> 00:19:14,862 Do you want to try it? 325 00:19:16,113 --> 00:19:18,115 [dogs barking] 326 00:19:22,452 --> 00:19:25,038 [door creaks] What? 327 00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:30,919 -Huh? -What do you want? 328 00:19:31,086 --> 00:19:33,964 -I don't need--Why are you banging on the wall? 329 00:19:34,298 --> 00:19:36,425 -[stammering] I'm not. -You are. 330 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:38,010

And calling my name. 331 00:19:38,719 --> 00:19:39,595 What do you want? 332 00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:42,681 [distinct barking] 333 00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:46,101 There they are again. 334 00:19:47,102 --> 00:19:49,646 You're banging on the wall to tell me about stupid dogs? 335 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:50,606 [bang] 336 00:19:52,107 --> 00:19:53,859 What was that? 337 00:19:54,651 --> 00:19:56,028 [banging continues] 338 00:19:56,570 --> 00:19:57,571 [Theo] What is that? 339 00:19:59,823 --> 00:20:00,657 Shirley... 340 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:06,580 What is it? 341 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:09,374 [bell chimes[ 342 00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:14,963 [heavy object slides] 343 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:28,936 -[loud banging continues]

-[both screaming] 344 00:20:35,525 --> 00:20:36,443 [screaming] Help! 345 00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:38,779 [breathes heavily] 346 00:20:44,743 --> 00:20:46,286 [both breathing shakily] 347 00:20:46,703 --> 00:20:49,706 Hey. Hey, what's with the screaming? 348 00:20:50,165 --> 00:20:51,583 -Did you hear that? -What was that? 349 00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:52,542 What was what? 350 00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:55,295 There were these loud bangs all over the walls. 351 00:20:55,379 --> 00:20:56,922 I didn't hear it. I don't-352 00:20:57,005 --> 00:20:59,716 It was so loud! How could you not hear it? 353 00:21:00,509 --> 00:21:01,426 I believe you. 354 00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:04,304 I believe you. 355 00:21:04,888 --> 00:21:06,223 I know. I know.

356 00:21:07,891 --> 00:21:11,144 [sighs deeply] Listen, there's nothing to be... 357 00:21:12,854 --> 00:21:13,981 Pipes. 358 00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:16,733 The hot water pipes, they're old. 359 00:21:17,401 --> 00:21:19,695 They can bang and jump in the walls. 360 00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:21,863 I bet that's what it was. 361 00:21:23,657 --> 00:21:24,491 Look. 362 00:21:25,742 --> 00:21:27,286 It's over now, right? 363 00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:31,373 It's o... 364 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:36,712 -[gasps] Just the pipes. -[cell phone vibrates] 365 00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:41,883 [whispers] Jesus. 366 00:21:44,761 --> 00:21:45,595 Steve. 367 00:21:46,179 --> 00:21:47,014 It's... 368 00:21:47,389 --> 00:21:48,223 It's Nell.

369 00:21:49,099 --> 00:21:50,726 [Shirley] It's the middle of the night. 370 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:51,727 She's dead. 371 00:21:53,812 --> 00:21:54,730 Shut up. 372 00:21:55,230 --> 00:21:56,523 She's dead, Shirl. 373 00:21:58,525 --> 00:21:59,693 I'm not so... 374 00:22:00,694 --> 00:22:01,695 good. 375 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:07,826 What? What the fuck do you mean? 376 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:11,580 She killed herself. 377 00:22:15,459 --> 00:22:18,420 It's so weird. I came home tonight... 378 00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:23,550 and I was in my living room... 379 00:22:25,218 --> 00:22:26,136 and... 380 00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:27,804 and she was... 381 00:22:27,929 --> 00:22:30,724 Well, you're wrong. [chuckling] Someone... 382

00:22:31,391 --> 00:22:32,601 They got it wrong. 383 00:22:33,643 --> 00:22:35,771 I mean, she was just... [sniffles] 384 00:22:36,855 --> 00:22:39,191 Um... who told you this? 385 00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:43,070 -Dad called me. -Well, he's wrong. 386 00:22:44,154 --> 00:22:46,865 He was the last person she talked to before she did it. 387 00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:49,868 He was the last person she called. 388 00:22:50,035 --> 00:22:50,994 Bullshit. 389 00:22:52,579 --> 00:22:53,997 What did he say? 390 00:22:54,081 --> 00:22:55,665 That she killed herself. 391 00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:58,418 And I didn't... 392 00:22:59,294 --> 00:23:01,171 He didn't exactly tell me, I... 393 00:23:03,298 --> 00:23:05,509 I couldn't really hear him, because I... 394 00:23:07,302 --> 00:23:08,261 I saw...

395 00:23:08,553 --> 00:23:10,555 No, he wouldn't know. 396 00:23:10,639 --> 00:23:13,558 She wouldn't... She wouldn't call him. 397 00:23:17,062 --> 00:23:18,814 [sniffles] He can't... 398 00:23:20,607 --> 00:23:21,441 do that again. 399 00:23:21,525 --> 00:23:23,985 He can't just not tell us what happened. He can't. 400 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:26,738 I'm sorry, Shirl. 401 00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:29,074 But she has gone. 402 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:33,829 I told you. 403 00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:37,707 I told you she was in trouble. 404 00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:40,544 I told you to find her. I told you! 405 00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:43,213 I gotta go. 406 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,304 What is it? What happened? 407 00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:57,894 [doorknob clicks]

408 00:24:06,820 --> 00:24:08,947 [sniffles, sobs] 409 00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:35,557 -Good morning. -[kittens quavering] 410 00:24:56,703 --> 00:24:57,579 Wake up. 411 00:24:59,998 --> 00:25:01,082 [gasps] 412 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:07,714 Hey. 413 00:25:08,882 --> 00:25:10,300 I found this upstairs. 414 00:25:10,383 --> 00:25:12,093 Decorated it a little bit for her. 415 00:25:12,844 --> 00:25:13,678 Why? 416 00:25:14,262 --> 00:25:16,223 Well, because she was a very special cat, 417 00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:19,059 and she deserves a special place to rest. 418 00:25:20,143 --> 00:25:21,353 Is she in there? 419 00:25:21,436 --> 00:25:22,270 Yep. 420 00:25:24,231 --> 00:25:25,148 Can I see her?

421 00:25:33,490 --> 00:25:35,450 Do you want to say something about her? 422 00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:37,827 -Should I? -You could. 423 00:25:38,912 --> 00:25:40,080 People usually do. 424 00:25:41,122 --> 00:25:42,249 It's called a eulogy. 425 00:25:42,791 --> 00:25:43,917 Well, what do I say? 426 00:25:45,168 --> 00:25:46,086 It's up to you. 427 00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:47,587 Some people say goodbye. 428 00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:49,839 Or... 429 00:25:50,549 --> 00:25:52,133 -you could tell a story. -Mm-hm. 430 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:53,343 What kind of story? 431 00:25:54,302 --> 00:25:55,387 Whatever you like. 432 00:25:56,304 --> 00:25:58,265 You know how when you take one of your pictures, 433 00:25:58,348 --> 00:26:00,976

you capture something forever, just the way it is? 434 00:26:01,685 --> 00:26:03,061 Stories do that, too. 435 00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:05,188 So when things... 436 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,065 [clicks tongue] 437 00:26:08,483 --> 00:26:09,568 When we die... 438 00:26:10,527 --> 00:26:11,903 we turn into stories. 439 00:26:12,279 --> 00:26:14,739 And every time someone tells one of those stories, 440 00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:16,366 it's like we're still here... 441 00:26:16,825 --> 00:26:17,701 for them. 442 00:26:19,077 --> 00:26:19,995 We're all... 443 00:26:20,912 --> 00:26:22,497 stories in the end. 444 00:26:23,665 --> 00:26:24,541 Now, try. 445 00:26:32,465 --> 00:26:35,844 This kitten grew up in a tool shed and my room. 446

00:26:37,178 --> 00:26:38,638 I'm not sure what her name was 447 00:26:38,722 --> 00:26:41,057 because her brothers and sisters all looked the same, 448 00:26:41,141 --> 00:26:44,394 but I... think she was the one I called Jasper. 449 00:26:44,519 --> 00:26:45,395 Hmm. 450 00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:47,397 She was a good kitten and... 451 00:26:49,566 --> 00:26:52,902 and... she never hurt a single thing in... 452 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:56,698 her whole life and not many people can say that. 453 00:26:58,325 --> 00:27:00,118 -That's perfect, sweetie. -Mm-hm. 454 00:27:01,411 --> 00:27:04,789 Goodbye, little kitty. I hope you have a safe trip to Heaven, 455 00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:08,460 and when you get there, there's some nice, yummy milk waiting, and... 456 00:27:11,713 --> 00:27:12,714 She's alive. 457 00:27:13,214 --> 00:27:14,132 What? 458

00:27:14,215 --> 00:27:15,258 She-459 00:27:16,926 --> 00:27:18,094 She's alive! 460 00:27:19,054 --> 00:27:20,889 Honey, look, I know this is-461 00:27:20,972 --> 00:27:22,515 No, she is. She is... 462 00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:25,143 She really is. Look. 463 00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:28,438 -Honey, I know--Her lips are moving. 464 00:27:28,521 --> 00:27:30,190 Okay... Hey... 465 00:27:30,273 --> 00:27:32,233 -Hey, it's okay. -Wait, wait a second. 466 00:27:32,317 --> 00:27:35,153 Wake up, little kitty. It's okay, I'm right here. 467 00:27:36,863 --> 00:27:37,947 Yeah... 468 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:46,956 [screams] 469 00:27:55,674 --> 00:27:58,218 I'll need you to head up there, pick up the body, 470 00:27:58,301 --> 00:27:59,803 and bring her back here.

471 00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:02,764 And pack her carefully. It's a long drive. 472 00:28:03,807 --> 00:28:04,641 Sure. 473 00:28:07,018 --> 00:28:09,312 Listen, I'm very sorry. 474 00:28:09,896 --> 00:28:12,190 -I don't know what to say in these--It... 475 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:14,192 It's fine, Andi. 476 00:28:15,235 --> 00:28:17,070 Call me when you're on the road. 477 00:28:19,989 --> 00:28:22,867 -[Kevin] I don't think it's a good idea. -It's the right thing. 478 00:28:22,951 --> 00:28:25,412 Why not send her to Carlisle? They'll do a great job there. 479 00:28:25,495 --> 00:28:28,832 -I think it's a bad idea, too. -Honey, let someone else do it. 480 00:28:28,915 --> 00:28:31,126 -You need to focus on you--She's my sister. 481 00:28:31,418 --> 00:28:33,962 I'm hosting her funeral. That's that. 482 00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:35,922 Is it going to give everyone time?

483 00:28:36,506 --> 00:28:37,465 What do you mean? 484 00:28:38,049 --> 00:28:40,009 I mean Steven, Luke, Dad. 485 00:28:40,093 --> 00:28:42,303 Dad's the reason Nell was so fucked up to begin with 486 00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:44,431 and Luke's probably high as a kite. 487 00:28:44,514 --> 00:28:47,475 -I thought he was in rehab. -He was apparently, until this morning. 488 00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:50,145 They said he flew the coop. No idea where he is. 489 00:28:50,228 --> 00:28:52,605 -Does he even know that she's dead? -No idea. 490 00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:53,982 If he doesn't, that's on him. 491 00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:57,402 He deserves to be here. You're not giving him time to get here. 492 00:28:57,485 --> 00:29:00,029 He missed her wedding, we're not gonna let him miss her funeral. 493 00:29:00,113 --> 00:29:02,657 He has time, but I'm not leaving her in a freezer 494 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:04,784

until Luke gets his shit together. 495 00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:06,661 She'll be there forever. 496 00:29:06,911 --> 00:29:09,038 I'm... I gotta get to work. 497 00:29:09,539 --> 00:29:11,791 Shirl... Shirl. 498 00:29:28,141 --> 00:29:30,310 [whispering] Sweetie, we've talked about this. 499 00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,228 [whispering] Max, you can do it, I know you can. 500 00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:33,354 You can. 501 00:29:34,189 --> 00:29:35,106 Good morning. 502 00:29:38,234 --> 00:29:39,778 It's the moment of truth, Max. 503 00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:47,160 It's okay. 504 00:29:47,744 --> 00:29:48,828 I don't want to. 505 00:29:50,246 --> 00:29:52,248 If you don't, you'll be upset later. 506 00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:54,334 I promise... 507 00:29:55,001 --> 00:29:56,252

this is a good thing... 508 00:29:56,586 --> 00:29:57,796 and you're a good boy. 509 00:30:00,715 --> 00:30:01,883 And you can do this. 510 00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:08,556 I'll go with you. 511 00:30:15,271 --> 00:30:16,105 Shirley... 512 00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:21,152 [hushed] It's gonna be okay, Shirley. 513 00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:23,446 [cries] I don't want to see her. 514 00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:29,160 -[sobs] -It's important. 515 00:30:31,704 --> 00:30:33,373 Look, even Nellie's up there. 516 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,377 -No, I don't want to go. -Shirley... 517 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:38,753 No. [sniffles, sobs] 518 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:41,047 Is everything okay? 519 00:30:41,881 --> 00:30:43,800 She's just a little scared, I think. 520 00:30:43,883 --> 00:30:45,260

Oh, that's okay. 521 00:30:45,635 --> 00:30:47,303 Here, come with me. 522 00:31:07,073 --> 00:31:08,616 [Shirley] Absolutely not. 523 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,243 [Kevin] Shirl, she's fantastic. 524 00:31:10,326 --> 00:31:12,996 -[Andi] You've nothing to worry about. -You don't know her. 525 00:31:13,079 --> 00:31:15,039 You don't have to know someone to do the cosmetics. 526 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:16,040 [Shirley] And restoration. 527 00:31:16,457 --> 00:31:18,167 The coroner ruled it a suicide, 528 00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:20,044 and there's restorative work I've got to do. 529 00:31:20,128 --> 00:31:22,297 -Shirl... -She was in that house for hours. 530 00:31:22,755 --> 00:31:25,633 She's... The blood pooled, insects, her injuries... [inhales] 531 00:31:26,384 --> 00:31:29,137 She was only refrigerated for a couple of hours, 532 00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:31,264

and then in transport, the level of... 533 00:31:31,347 --> 00:31:34,142 In time it will take me to explain to you what to do with her, 534 00:31:34,225 --> 00:31:36,185 I could just do it myself, so I'm doing her myself. 535 00:31:36,269 --> 00:31:37,854 This... is insane. 536 00:31:38,771 --> 00:31:40,064 Excuse us, please. 537 00:31:42,358 --> 00:31:43,484 [sighs] 538 00:31:44,068 --> 00:31:45,445 I owe her this. 539 00:31:46,195 --> 00:31:47,906 This is too much for anyone. 540 00:31:48,072 --> 00:31:50,283 The hours, the bugs... 541 00:31:51,367 --> 00:31:52,869 I'm doing it, Kevin. 542 00:31:56,748 --> 00:31:57,916 I'll fix her. 543 00:31:58,791 --> 00:31:59,834 [ambulance door shuts] 544 00:32:11,846 --> 00:32:12,764 [object slides] 545 00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:18,436

I gotta go. 546 00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:20,271 I'm sorry, I... 547 00:32:20,897 --> 00:32:22,065 just can't, Shirl. 548 00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:44,963 Let's take her down. 549 00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:32,677 [unzips] 550 00:33:54,532 --> 00:33:57,076 -[young Nell] Can I feed the kittens? -[young Shirley] Sure thing. 551 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:58,953 Just, remember how I showed you. 552 00:34:05,168 --> 00:34:06,627 Are they still sleeping? 553 00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:23,352 No... 554 00:34:23,603 --> 00:34:25,146 No, no, no, no. 555 00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:26,564 -No. -[kittens quavering] 556 00:34:27,273 --> 00:34:28,191 [sighs] 557 00:34:29,484 --> 00:34:30,651 Shirley? 558 00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:34,405

[quavers] 559 00:34:38,576 --> 00:34:39,494 [screams] 560 00:34:39,577 --> 00:34:41,579 Well, that's what's happening, Steve. 561 00:34:42,038 --> 00:34:44,207 I don't care how you get here, 562 00:34:44,290 --> 00:34:46,167 -just get here. -You're taking on too much. 563 00:34:46,250 --> 00:34:48,878 -You've gotta just be able to grieve. -Don't talk to me that way. 564 00:34:48,961 --> 00:34:51,172 I don't even know where Luke is. We've been looking. 565 00:34:51,255 --> 00:34:52,757 -You and Dad? -That's right. 566 00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:55,343 We've been looking, but they don't know where he went. 567 00:34:55,426 --> 00:34:57,595 Apparently he went out of a goddamn window. 568 00:34:57,804 --> 00:35:00,014 Steve, do you know what I'm doing right now? 569 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:02,183 I'm elbow deep in our sister's chest cavity

570 00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:04,227 pulling out a bag of her internal organs. 571 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:06,604 That's what happens when a body's autopsied 572 00:35:06,687 --> 00:35:08,272 and I have to take it out. 573 00:35:08,356 --> 00:35:11,359 You have to get two grown men to a goddamn airport. 574 00:35:11,442 --> 00:35:12,443 Get it done. 575 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:14,862 [line disconnects] 576 00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:20,076 She's doing it herself. 577 00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:23,204 -[Steven exhales] -She isn't. 578 00:35:23,287 --> 00:35:24,747 She's doing it herself. 579 00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,376 [Olivia] This kind of thing happens. 580 00:35:29,585 --> 00:35:32,171 Kittens aren't supposed to be without their mommies. 581 00:35:32,797 --> 00:35:36,175 And no matter how much you love them, you're not their mommy. 582

00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:38,344 And they're... 583 00:35:39,428 --> 00:35:40,513 They're better now. 584 00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:43,307 They're where they're supposed to be. 585 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:46,060 What about the little one? 586 00:35:47,353 --> 00:35:48,563 What about the eyes? 587 00:35:51,399 --> 00:35:52,733 We found it a new home. 588 00:35:54,735 --> 00:35:57,780 But why didn't you let me take care of it? 589 00:35:57,864 --> 00:35:59,740 -Or at least say goodbye? -Shirl... 590 00:36:00,116 --> 00:36:02,368 we have no idea what was wrong with those kittens, 591 00:36:02,451 --> 00:36:03,578 they were very sick. 592 00:36:04,078 --> 00:36:07,081 We couldn't let you try to take care of a pet who was so sick. 593 00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,584 But... you gave it to someone else. 594 00:36:10,626 --> 00:36:12,879 -We...

-I don't believe you. 595 00:36:14,505 --> 00:36:15,339 Shirl... 596 00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:17,550 -um... -Just tell me. 597 00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:18,926 Just... just... [stammers] 598 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:22,597 [shouting] Why would you give away the last one, the only one left? 599 00:36:22,680 --> 00:36:24,765 -Just quiet... -It's not fair! 600 00:36:24,932 --> 00:36:26,893 -[shouts] Just stop it! Stop it! -It's not fair! 601 00:36:26,976 --> 00:36:29,312 [yelping, gasps] 602 00:36:31,272 --> 00:36:32,231 [gasps] 603 00:36:34,233 --> 00:36:35,234 Mm. 604 00:36:35,318 --> 00:36:38,196 It's been a minute since you had one of your color storms. 605 00:36:41,157 --> 00:36:42,033 That's the thing. 606 00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:44,368 There was no color at all.

607 00:36:44,827 --> 00:36:46,579 It was pitch black. 608 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:49,999 Like... 609 00:36:50,666 --> 00:36:51,500 like... 610 00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:53,502 fireworks, but... 611 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:55,922 black. 612 00:36:57,506 --> 00:36:58,925 And it hit me like a... 613 00:36:59,884 --> 00:37:01,761 It's never come that fast before. 614 00:37:02,803 --> 00:37:04,805 First migraine in what, a year? 615 00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,934 And it happens at the worst possible moment. 616 00:37:09,518 --> 00:37:11,479 -And you're better? -Mm. 617 00:37:12,104 --> 00:37:14,690 Codeine's finally kicking in. [inhales sharply] 618 00:37:22,406 --> 00:37:24,784 I wish I had been part of that conversation. 619

00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:30,748 Would you have said different? 620 00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:33,251 Probably not. 621 00:37:42,385 --> 00:37:43,261 I got it. 622 00:37:51,227 --> 00:37:53,813 Would you have said you had to go to the woods and... 623 00:37:54,188 --> 00:37:56,565 put this sick little kitten out of its misery? 624 00:37:58,192 --> 00:38:02,488 No, of course not, but it's a tough thing for a kid, and we should-625 00:38:02,571 --> 00:38:04,949 Look, she's going to have a pretty messed up view of death 626 00:38:05,032 --> 00:38:06,742 coming out of this no matter what, 627 00:38:06,826 --> 00:38:08,911 which wouldn't have happened if you hadn't have... 628 00:38:10,955 --> 00:38:11,872 Go ahead. 629 00:38:12,206 --> 00:38:13,791 No, it was unfair. 630 00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:15,584 Go ahead anyway. 631 00:38:15,710 --> 00:38:17,962

Why the hell did you let her keep those kittens? 632 00:38:18,045 --> 00:38:20,423 Well, I didn't know that they were all gonna die. 633 00:38:20,506 --> 00:38:24,719 You let her keep a box of diseased kittens in her bedroom. 634 00:38:24,927 --> 00:38:27,388 [stammers] And now she's traumatized. 635 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:31,142 Her first real brush with death and now she's... [breathes shakily] 636 00:38:31,225 --> 00:38:33,769 And then I have one chance to pull it back, 637 00:38:33,853 --> 00:38:37,398 and I lie to her face and lock up with a migraine. 638 00:38:38,941 --> 00:38:42,153 This was not our finest hour, no doubt. 639 00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:29,575 Shit. 640 00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:37,333 Sorry. 641 00:39:37,416 --> 00:39:39,585 You're not allowed down here. You know that. 642 00:39:39,668 --> 00:39:41,420 -I know, we were just--It's okay.

643 00:39:42,254 --> 00:39:44,173 It's just, Auntie Nell. 644 00:39:45,174 --> 00:39:46,050 I know. 645 00:39:47,301 --> 00:39:48,511 I know you're curious. 646 00:39:49,428 --> 00:39:50,554 And sad. 647 00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:53,140 I'm sad, too. 648 00:39:54,308 --> 00:39:55,851 So sad I can't even tell you. 649 00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,230 What do you want to know? 650 00:40:03,275 --> 00:40:04,318 I won't lie to you. 651 00:40:04,693 --> 00:40:07,613 Any questions you have are completely normal, okay? 652 00:40:08,614 --> 00:40:09,990 What are you doing to her? 653 00:40:11,534 --> 00:40:14,620 I just finished embalming her, and it helps her look... 654 00:40:14,995 --> 00:40:16,247 how we remember. 655 00:40:16,497 --> 00:40:17,581 Why did she die?

656 00:40:20,167 --> 00:40:21,001 I don't know. 657 00:40:22,294 --> 00:40:23,796 Just so sad that she did. 658 00:40:24,004 --> 00:40:25,589 She loved you both so much. 659 00:40:26,298 --> 00:40:28,676 -Where is she now? -I don't know, Allie. 660 00:40:29,718 --> 00:40:30,719 Nobody knows. 661 00:40:31,929 --> 00:40:34,640 I can tell you what I think, maybe, sometime tomorrow. 662 00:40:36,767 --> 00:40:38,769 But mostly I'm just sad. 663 00:40:40,396 --> 00:40:42,398 I know you're curious about her, 664 00:40:42,481 --> 00:40:44,442 but this part isn't for people to see. 665 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,736 I can tell you everything I'm doing, but... 666 00:40:48,529 --> 00:40:49,572 some other time. 667 00:40:50,322 --> 00:40:51,740 [sniffles] Right now. 668 00:40:57,246 --> 00:41:01,542

Why don't you two go pick your favorite picture of Auntie Nell 669 00:41:01,625 --> 00:41:03,127 from one of the albums... 670 00:41:03,919 --> 00:41:06,464 and I can hang it at the funeral? 671 00:41:08,215 --> 00:41:09,049 Okay? 672 00:41:10,759 --> 00:41:11,635 Okay. 673 00:41:20,895 --> 00:41:22,021 [breathes shakily] 674 00:41:40,372 --> 00:41:41,999 [inhales deeply, exhales] 675 00:42:06,315 --> 00:42:07,483 [Nell] I'm so excited. 676 00:42:07,900 --> 00:42:09,443 You're gonna look amazing. 677 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:11,862 [exhales] You already look amazing. 678 00:42:12,988 --> 00:42:14,532 You know what I mean. [chuckles] 679 00:42:15,866 --> 00:42:18,494 [giggling] Gorgeous. Uh! 680 00:42:18,744 --> 00:42:21,622 -Come on, we still got a ways to go. -I know, but you do. 681 00:42:22,414 --> 00:42:24,166

I'm so happy for you, Nellie. 682 00:42:25,167 --> 00:42:26,669 -[knocks on door] -Come in. 683 00:42:26,794 --> 00:42:27,795 [door opens] 684 00:42:28,587 --> 00:42:29,463 Hey. 685 00:42:29,922 --> 00:42:30,756 Hey. 686 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:32,550 [door shuts] 687 00:42:32,967 --> 00:42:35,010 Wow. You look amazing. 688 00:42:35,386 --> 00:42:36,345 Thanks. 689 00:42:36,929 --> 00:42:38,430 -How's Arthur? -Oh, him? 690 00:42:38,514 --> 00:42:40,683 He's great. I handcuffed him to a radiator downstairs. 691 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,268 -He's not going anywhere. -Steve. 692 00:42:42,518 --> 00:42:44,687 He's as happy as I've ever seen a guy. 693 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:46,647 -[gasps] -And he should be.

694 00:42:51,193 --> 00:42:53,571 Well, anyway, I just wanted to say break a leg. 695 00:42:53,988 --> 00:42:55,906 -And if you make a run for it... -[Nell chuckles] 696 00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:57,908 -I'll keep the car running, okay? -Okay. 697 00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:03,247 -[door shuts] -[Shirley sighs] 698 00:43:04,290 --> 00:43:07,585 How lucky for us, a famous author at your wedding. 699 00:43:08,210 --> 00:43:09,461 -You promised. -[laughs] 700 00:43:10,629 --> 00:43:13,924 I know. Not another word, I promise. 701 00:43:23,976 --> 00:43:24,852 What is it? 702 00:43:25,894 --> 00:43:28,355 Nothing. I should be right back. We'll finish up. 703 00:43:28,522 --> 00:43:29,440 [door opens] 704 00:43:30,899 --> 00:43:31,900 [door shuts, opens] 705 00:43:34,778 --> 00:43:35,738

Hey. 706 00:43:36,071 --> 00:43:38,365 Hey, I didn't know if this was-707 00:43:38,449 --> 00:43:39,366 -The hell, Luke? -What? 708 00:43:39,450 --> 00:43:42,161 -Taxi, hold up! -What? Hey, I'm fine. 709 00:43:42,369 --> 00:43:43,454 I'm fine. 710 00:43:44,663 --> 00:43:45,789 [stammers] I just... 711 00:43:45,914 --> 00:43:48,626 I just wanted to make sure I got to tell her that I was happy-712 00:43:48,709 --> 00:43:49,668 Look at me. 713 00:43:49,918 --> 00:43:51,378 -[exhales] What? -Look at me. 714 00:43:55,507 --> 00:43:56,467 You're high. 715 00:43:58,093 --> 00:43:58,969 No. 716 00:43:59,219 --> 00:44:00,596 No, I'm not. 717 00:44:00,679 --> 00:44:02,640 -So you got the day pass? -Yeah.

718 00:44:02,723 --> 00:44:05,809 -They're very supportive. -Luke, I paid for rehab. 719 00:44:05,893 --> 00:44:07,936 Guess who they called when you ran away last week? 720 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:10,606 Last week. 721 00:44:10,689 --> 00:44:12,941 Shirl, she's expecting me to be here. 722 00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:14,026 No, she's not. 723 00:44:14,109 --> 00:44:14,943 Nobody is. 724 00:44:16,403 --> 00:44:17,655 Today's about Nell. 725 00:44:18,113 --> 00:44:19,615 -Yeah. -Do you get that? 726 00:44:19,698 --> 00:44:20,824 This is her day. 727 00:44:20,908 --> 00:44:23,410 You're not smearing your shit all over her day, Luke. 728 00:44:23,494 --> 00:44:24,870 -Shirl--You're not. 729 00:44:24,953 --> 00:44:26,997 I'm level, I just... [gasps]

730 00:44:27,206 --> 00:44:29,500 I just really want to be here for her. 731 00:44:29,583 --> 00:44:32,002 You should've thought that before you put the needle in your arm. 732 00:44:32,878 --> 00:44:34,922 What's the cab? Twenty? Thirty? 733 00:44:37,132 --> 00:44:38,258 Here's a hundred. 734 00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:40,010 You can shoot up the rest, I don't care. 735 00:44:40,928 --> 00:44:43,013 This is the last I ever give you. 736 00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:47,559 No more loans, no more treatment centers, nothing. 737 00:44:48,936 --> 00:44:50,979 The store's closed. I'm done. 738 00:44:55,401 --> 00:44:56,360 I... 739 00:44:58,821 --> 00:45:00,030 um... 740 00:45:02,741 --> 00:45:04,952 [sighs] Sorry. Bridesmaid stuff. 741 00:45:05,035 --> 00:45:07,454 -Is everything okay? -Everything's perfect. 742 00:45:07,830 --> 00:45:09,540

You're gonna have the perfect wedding. 743 00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:11,834 Almost perfect. 744 00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:16,088 [chuckles] 745 00:45:26,306 --> 00:45:27,266 I'm sorry. 746 00:46:07,681 --> 00:46:08,766 [whimpers] 747 00:46:11,310 --> 00:46:12,561 [sniffles] 748 00:46:15,481 --> 00:46:16,565 [sobs] 749 00:46:19,401 --> 00:46:20,444 [whimpering] 750 00:46:25,699 --> 00:46:27,075 [breathes shakily] 751 00:46:31,580 --> 00:46:32,873 [sobbing] 752 00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:48,055 You... 753 00:46:49,097 --> 00:46:50,265 you fixed her. 754 00:46:53,227 --> 00:46:54,478 Well, that's what I do. 755 00:46:59,399 --> 00:47:00,442 You fixed her.

756 00:47:03,487 --> 00:47:04,988 [young Shirley] You fixed her. 757 00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:22,840 [switch clicks] 758 00:47:43,610 --> 00:47:44,736 [exhales] 759 00:48:03,130 --> 00:48:05,132 -[kitten yawls] -[switch clicks]